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Turning my activity status on for you guys!! 🩷 bc it’s impor..

Turning my activity status on for you guys!! 🩷 bc it’s important for me to be open and honest with y’all and I feel like that’s just 1 more way for me to do that haha 😆 SIDE NOTE, pls don’t feel bad if you see me online n I don’t get to your message, sometimes I only have a few min here n there to reply (like if I’m at the gym I’ll reply between sets LOL) I promise I’m not ignoring anyone, I just try to reply in order from oldest message to newest to be fair to everyone- more honesty: UNLESS we are chatting all the time then I’ll likely be drawn to your name first bc it’s familiar n I get excited, that’s just how my brain works I guess 😂😇🩷 but YEAAAH! Now you guys can see when I am available to have a convo for the most part!!
Also: harass me so I see your name often 👁️👄👁️

Fapping in the shower doo da doo do dooooooo 💃

Fapping in the shower doo da doo do dooooooo 💃

Just woke up from a lil nap ahh. I think I slept more during..

Just woke up from a lil nap ahh. I think I slept more during the day this week than I had in the entire previous year lol

N ANOTHER ONEEEEE

N ANOTHER ONEEEEE

N some other pics 👁️👄👁️

N some other pics 👁️👄👁️

A boobies post SUGGESTION 😎🤓🩷

A boobies post SUGGESTION 😎🤓🩷

I got Zeppys CT scan results back!! No masses ANYWHERRREEE 🥹..

I got Zeppys CT scan results back!!
No masses ANYWHERRREEE 🥹😭🩷
She is developing mild arthritis and hip dysplasia BUT I can handle things that are physio related, I did tons of physio with Brutus bc he had intervertebral disc disease and arthritis is literally every joint so 🥹 I am happy with these results 😭 now I can calm the frick down over her health

The previews compilation for my old content bundle!! 🥳🩷 tip ..

The previews compilation for my old content bundle!! 🥳🩷 tip me $100 and I shall send you these 36 videos!! ^_^

like this post if u love my bum if u don’t like the post ima..

like this post if u love my bum if u don’t like the post ima take that as u HATE IT 😤

OK FINEEEE I guess I’ll order pho and a Gingerale ughhhh guy..

OK FINEEEE I guess I’ll order pho and a Gingerale ughhhh guys don’t pressure me so much 😒😆🙈

Moaaaaar 👁️👄👁️

Moaaaaar 👁️👄👁️

Y’know what’s funny? 🥺 I’ve been a dog trainer for a couple ..

Y’know what’s funny? 🥺 I’ve been a dog trainer for a couple years and the way I teach has always been the same:

1. It’s all about trust

2. It’s about building a relationship

3. Respect, boundaries, connection comes before ANYTHING ELSE

And I just realized I’ve been doing the exact same thing here. I didn’t even plan it that way 😭 It just started happening. Like something bigger than me nudged it into place

I don’t want anyone who supports me to feel used or talked down to!!

I want you to feel seen, respected, and appreciated 🩷

Even in a space that’s often all about fast gratification I’ve slowed things down and made it about real connection first!!

And maybe that’s exactly what I was meant to do!! 🥺 Bring light and grace into unexpected places. At the end of the day it doesn’t matter if it’s a misunderstood dog or a misunderstood person, I think we all just need to feel safe to be good. To be soft. To be loved!! 🩷

So thank you for being here 😭 You don’t even realize the role you’re playing in all this!! It’s more than content. You’re helping me live out something that was quietly placed on my heart, something that feels bigger than me 🥺🩷

You matter, you are worth it, and you are loved!! 🩷

You matter, you are worth it, and you are loved!! 🩷

I need you guys to tell me if I fuck up editing a video LOOO..

I need you guys to tell me if I fuck up editing a video LOOOL making previews and see myself doing my “cut signals” I call them or getting dog and/or cat hair out of my mouth/off of me/my toys 😂😂 WHY YOU GUYS DONT TELL ME THESE THINGS HAHAHAHH im dying 😂 oh my frick
SO SWEET THAT NONE OF YOU GUYS SAY ANYTHING- BUT ALSO SAY SOMETHING LOL 😂😂

You think they missed their mama? 🥺😭🩷

You think they missed their mama? 🥺😭🩷

Haaaai guys I’m making previews of newer vids n putting them..

Haaaai guys I’m making previews of newer vids n putting them on my MV soooo if you are interested in seeing what they’re about go look there ^_^

FULL LENGTH SPICY VID FULL LEGNTH SPICY VID AHHH lil romanti..

FULL LENGTH SPICY VID FULL LEGNTH SPICY VID AHHH
lil romantic milk bath beautiful agony video for ya guys ^_^ 🩷

When I say I live in the forest- I MEAN IT LITERALLY 😂😭

When I say I live in the forest- I MEAN IT LITERALLY 😂😭

I’ve felt like this literally my entire life but tbh you guy..

I’ve felt like this literally my entire life but tbh you guys are helping heal this by supporting me and loving me so kindly and gently 😭🩷 for so long I was so scared if I didn’t do certain things or act a certain way or keep up enough that I wouldn’t be loved anymore… 🥺

Dis me when I used to make u guys care packages with cookies..

Dis me when I used to make u guys care packages with cookies n gifts n stuff

Is there anything else I can do to show you guys that I valu..

Is there anything else I can do to show you guys that I value and respect you? 🫶
Memberrrr my #1 goal here is to show you you have worth beyond your walletttt!!
So if you guys have any suggestions I am allll ears! ^_^ 🩷

someone requested subby Red pics heheh 🤓😎

someone requested subby Red pics heheh 🤓😎

Posting this here instead of my storyyyy 🫶

Posting this here instead of my storyyyy 🫶

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Abandonment issues so deep that when u guys read n don’t rep..

Abandonment issues so deep that when u guys read n don’t reply to my messages I think u don’t love me anymore and I did something wrong to make u hate me lol 😭
JUST SO U KNOOOOW 😂😭😭 frig
And then I’ll panic for days over it LOL I wish I was joking

I’m just a lil bb with crazy attachment problems 😆😆

Two dog training tips from this videoooo! 🫶1. If your dog wo..

Two dog training tips from this videoooo! 🫶

1. If your dog won’t drop their toy when you’re playing fetch, you need to have something of equal or higher value to trade with. Notice how I have 2 of the exact same balls here?
2. If you want to teach your dog a contact heel and they can’t get the positioning correct, move away from you, or have personal space issues (like Zep lol) teach them ‘chin’ then use that to position them into a heel ^_^ 🩷

So happy I got those ugly things lasered off my fingers lol ..

So happy I got those ugly things lasered off my fingers lol 😆

👁️👄👁️ HIIIIII

👁️👄👁️ HIIIIII

Oh hiiii 😎

Oh hiiii 😎

WOOOHOOOO ALL 850 PIECES OF CONTENT IN MY PRIVATE ARCHIVE HA..

WOOOHOOOO ALL 850 PIECES OF CONTENT IN MY PRIVATE ARCHIVE HAS BEEN UNARCHIVEEEEDDD!!! 🩷 🥰