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Self portrait and other miscellaneous content 💕 🌟 What non..

Self portrait and other miscellaneous content 💕 🌟 What non-sexual activity would you be most interested in seeing?

2021-10-18 18:32:25 +0000 UTC View Post

As I previously said before, polls help me learn more about ..

As I previously said before, polls help me learn more about your desires and what you want to see. Tell me all about your weird sexual fantasies and fetishes, we can trace together the origins of it in discussion if you’d like. I hold no judgement regarding what you’re into, as long as you’re not perpetuating harm against u n w I l l I n g participants. I am here to provide a place where you can explore those weird sexy thoughts and see where it takes you. 💕 🌟 What kinks would you like to see more of? Feel free to explicate further in the comment section below. (I forgot to put interracial so if you want that, just click race play and I’ll know what it means) 🔥 Likes and Tips are appreciated! 🥰 🌹 Nude Video Cock Ratings for $20 / Tip 20 and send a picture, and I’ll get to it when I can. ❤️

2021-10-18 01:25:49 +0000 UTC View Post

From my TikTok. Feel free to follow. 💕 Photos are taken by ..

From my TikTok. Feel free to follow. 💕 Photos are taken by me of Lake Bled, Slovenia Another poll for you all! I want to learn more about what you all like in order to produce content accordingly. In this case, I’m more than happy to cater to the male gaze. 😘 🌟 Would you like me to share more about my experiences with darker topics such as r a p e, trauma, and the like? I’ve actively worked through all this in therapy and am now in a place where my trauma doesn’t have the same emotional hold as it did in my y o u n g e r y e a r s. The traumatic events that troubled my t e e n a g e y e a r s had a big impact in defining the person I’ve become and I can’t say I’m upset by that. Feel free to share with me your own experiences with the above mentioned topics (or any topic for that matter.) In my relatively short number of existence, I’ve accumulated a lot of weird life experiences and can relate to many on a number of them. If I don’t have experience on a given topic, I will openly say so instead of pretending in order to appear “relatable”. 💕 🥰 Like my posts please if you can! Much appreciated!

2021-10-17 22:52:41 +0000 UTC View Post

More causal pictures with bits and pieces of my life: notes ..

More causal pictures with bits and pieces of my life: notes from college, books, and my anime figure. 🥰 🌟 Thinking about non-existent objects: If a nonexistent object is an object that does not exist, then the existence of the concept itself must presuppose it exists. The problem of non-existent objects appears trivial on the face of it, but its implications are expensive and its concerns extend deep into formal logic and the philosophy of language. My favorite example of a non-existent object is the unicorn. A unicorn has the characteristics of looking like a horse and having a horn on its forehead. How is it we are able to attribute properties to an object that does not have the existence to instantiate them? Are there ontic commitments that must be made in order to uphold this far reaching ontology of non-existent objects? The philosopher that is known for his philosophy of non-existent objects is Meinong, who says that non-existent objects such as the round square or the golden mountain don’t exist but subsist. The proposition “the golden mountain exists” is false and “the golden mountain does not exist” is true, but how can the latter proposition be true if the negative existential quantifier is quantified over a non-existent object? Or maybe that’s what we get for disobeying Kant and making existence a predicate.

2021-10-17 18:08:19 +0000 UTC View Post

Some regular photos with my kitten Kira and other fun stuff!..

Some regular photos with my kitten Kira and other fun stuff! I have another poll for you guys so I can continue to deliver more of what you like: 🌟 What type of BG content would you like to see a lot more of? Which do you like the best?

2021-10-17 12:14:11 +0000 UTC View Post

Some regular pictures of me. 💕 ❤️ Will be sending out a sp..

Some regular pictures of me. 💕 ❤️ Will be sending out a special video for all those who set their rebilling feature on tomorrow hopefully! A couple questions for you all: 🌟Do you think online dating will ever be “fair” for men or should we just accept that men are inherently disadvantaged in that particular area of life? 🌟 What changes do you think society can make that would improve the life of men? 🌟 Do you think women’s lives are easier and why? 💞 Please message me if you’re struggling financially and I will do my best to help!

2021-10-16 21:30:35 +0000 UTC View Post

TikTok — katarii000 I was having too much fun with this la..

TikTok — katarii000 I was having too much fun with this last night. 🥺💕

2021-10-16 18:05:06 +0000 UTC View Post

My old laptop died and I just got a new one. Plus, side for ..

My old laptop died and I just got a new one. Plus, side for you guys, i’m going to start doing regular streams! As always, I am open to working with other experienced content creators. 🌟 Upcoming: - GG video (already filmed, just waiting on the editing) - BBG (watch me suck cock while getting fucked 😉) - Hysterical Literature - Audio Content (Feel free to send scripts) - More JOI videos from yours truly - Role play and sexy costumes - And more 🔥 Recommendations are appreciated. 😚 🌻 Subscribers who have their rebilling on gets exclusive content. If you didn’t receive the most recent video and turned on your rebilling feature, let me know and I’ll send it to you. 😇 It takes a lot of work and resources to be as responsive as I am, to invest in better equipment, and provide new services. In order to maintain the quality interactions and higher resolution content, and bring newer better content, i’m planning to increase subscription price by $2 a month. I hope you understand! I try to provide a more personal experience on my OF, getting to know you all as individuals rather than as just “customers” shrouded in anonymity. In my OF model, I will always prioritize engagement and interaction with my subscribers. I will never in the future sell PPV. All my content is freely available to subscribers. Never feel obligated to tip in exchange for conversation. I enjoy these long-winded discussions. My inbox is always open to subscribers whether it be an emotional crisis, a customs request, or anything really. Just know non-judgmental caring soul is here for you ❤️ I want to ensure those who have supported me are taken care of so if at this time you're struggling financially reach out to me and we can discuss further. 💕

2021-10-16 17:09:03 +0000 UTC View Post

Send $20 and a picture of your cock, and I’ll rate it. I fee..

Send $20 and a picture of your cock, and I’ll rate it. I feel like doing some ratings. 💕 — This is the theory regarding my experiences of staring at a random stranger , whether on the street or in a cafe, for six intense seconds, and then completely ignore them altogether. Foucault talked of power being productive. Repression creates a whole series of ways in which sexuality then becomes specialized. Because sexuality was so overly defined during the Victorian era, all-non-normative expression of sexuality became highlighted. In this particular sense, Foucault rejects the notion of liberating sexuality as such is a discourse and not a concrete force which is enslaved or repressed. Therefore, my stares are a classic example of how sexuality finds forms of expression, not despite repression but because of it. Stares don’t become sexualized unless repression is present. Otherwise, they would usimply be stares.

2021-10-15 20:59:30 +0000 UTC View Post

Some slice of life 🥰 — Psychoanalysis as a work of transf..

Some slice of life 🥰 — Psychoanalysis as a work of transformation When pressed to explain the process undergone in psychoanalysis, it will always be subject to sounding invariably trite and is most often reduced to that of a patient "ranting" in which the case being, shouldn't talking be free? Why can't this analytic process be done in the privacy of my own home or is it possible I can simply conduct this inner monologue to a close friend who remains silent for the purpose of achieving the same analytic effect? The question is what distinguishes psychoanalysis from any other form of therapy if it appears to be simply "talking". Psychoanalysis endows words with transformative properties in which there is no individual part of this process that can be pinpointed in its potential success because this process remains in that stage of what Walter Benjamin calls, "the dialectical image" in which refers to the shared interaction between the viewer (subject who perceives which in this case is me) and the moment (the past interpreted by the subject through the act of recalling these memories) in which in its preservation , can return one back to a recurring point. No word or moment within a single session can be attributed to the transformation of one's self. From my brief personal experience with psychoanalysis, the reason there are no predetermined goals is because that would confine the patient to the trivial mindset of "cause and effect"; this means that the purpose of analysis is open-ended indicating that this process is not procedural. By there being no systematic set of instructions that must be followed allows the patient and the process of her analysis to not be restrained from the plethora of possibilities. There are no pre-established goals because psychoanalysis, like life, is open ended; this is similar to what makes life interesting compared to that of a movie being repeatedly rewatched, is not only that it's mysterious but that it's subject to change at any time. Psychoanalysis emphasizes in this way that a person's circumstances and momentary desires are transient but what is truly significant is the character development which Freud relates to being caused by the "education to reality" (psychoanalysis) in which the patient no longer feels as if her reality is permanent and she will forever be constituted for but by undergoing analysis, she , too, has her own ability to freely constitute. If you want to understand a systematic process of how psychoanalysis works (although this does not do it justice but it will for now suffice). The nature of the u n c o n s c I o u s is that it is not visible to that of the senses which also reaffirms that the elements involved in this process, is too, elusive and cannot be detected by physical means. The Analyst is only able to make and test deductions based on the recognized patterns the patient exhibits in his daily interactions in the analytic setting. The analyst and the process of psychoanalysis itself, being an inherently neutral force, aids in the transposition of the patent's u n c o n s c I o u s thoughts (repressed by trauma or sublimated elsewhere) into that of conscious thoughts (pre-conscious). Although, as I have stated previously, the u n c o n s c I o u s not being directly accessible but we are able to view pieces of the u n c o n s c I o u s through the process of conscious thoughts being transformed into that of the patient's dreams. If I were to pin point an objective goals that Psychoanalysis undertakes, the first being , the patient's regain of ego control , and second , most importantly, is that the patient is , thus, given the much deserved possibility to live a happy and fulfilling life without being relentlessly tormented by the plethora of pathologies that stem from being alienated from their own identity as a freely constituting self.

2021-10-15 18:11:04 +0000 UTC View Post

I’m bringing back the tip wheel! I’m very close to raising e..

I’m bringing back the tip wheel! I’m very close to raising enough to buy my laptop, so I can stream with you guys. 🥰 $12 for one spin $22 for two spins $30 for three spins I will send you a video recording I take of the spin and what you land on.

2021-10-15 15:42:52 +0000 UTC View Post

Like me as a blonde? Sorry for all the polls but I like to b..

Like me as a blonde? Sorry for all the polls but I like to better understand my subscriber base: Please check which racial category you most identify with. Yes, I did not include Jews as White because I want to specifically know how many of my subscribers are Jewish. 🌟 Making BG content today! What are your favorite positions to see on video and what is the ideal video length? What type of dialogue if any do you like to hear? How much raceplay would you like to see incorporated? 🔥 Tip if you want to see my face pushed into the mattress, being fucked relentlessly from behind. 😉 — On the formation of pathologies and Nabokov's Lo l i t a I was reflecting on the qualities I seek in people I date, and what those qualities produce in me. From my perspective, pathologies in adulthood stem from pre-mature emotions (this term is used in a broad sense and can indicate any form of internal expression) or something of that sort, that is left inconclusive or that have been abruptly cut off by an external factor out of one's control. The fact that it being out of their control, leads a person to feeling powerless or a victim in the face of an Other that is elusive, in nature; therefore because it came from a place that is undefinable, it is difficult to know to whom this emotion should be directed. That being said, these emotions do not simply disappear altogether after the source is suddenly cut short, but a form of sublimation occurs in which it is then redirected elsewhere. In Vladimir Nabokov's Lo l i t a, Humbert reminisces from his prison cell his childhood infatuation that was never truly resolved; it being inconclusive, led him to be consumed by an anxiety-ridden fantasy in which there was an incessant replay of the potential. He has, thus, internalized an image, and impressed permanence upon this transient image. This application of immortalizing an image dissolves any possibility of fulfillment or any form of satisfaction because the object in which this affection is directed will always be imperfect and lacking; this gap that separates Humbert from this love will remain insatiably empty. He can continue to try to fill this void with imitations or projections of this original emotion, but because he is partaking in an activity of enacting permanence on something that is temporal, it will always be embodied in some form which , too, is subject to decay. This type of sadness is best exemplified in William Blake's poem "The Angel" in which there is a pervading sense of guilt felt by he who has rejected the innocence of youth; Humbert transforms this loss into that of possession whereas Humbert's former love was viewed as something that was unjustly taken from him. It is through Lo l i t a, Humbert attempts to physically materialize this image and finally reclaim possession over that which has been stolen. In result, he is driven into an interminable cycle of madness in order to recreate an eternal form of perfection in a world in which it does not exist. Although, the girl named Dolores Haze will inevitably age, the power Nabokov allotted the imagination affirms Lo l i t a will eternally exist so long its memory is sustained by Humbert. It was from this perspective, that I started to reflect upon my own feelings about love. To start from the question of qualities and traits I seek in a partner and what those qualities produce in me, my first overt observation being that I tend to date older men which is not simply for the reason that I may have "daddy issues" but it causes me to re-enter that former state of innocence and naivety that I was f o r c e d to quickly grow out. In this attempt to retrieve and recover what was tragically taken from me, I divorced my self from the father figure by instead, indirectly dictating this role on those I date. Through each relationship, essentially I was constantly recreating a desired image of a father figure.

2021-10-15 11:32:28 +0000 UTC View Post

Here’s some videos for you all: Me dancing to La Vaca beca..

Here’s some videos for you all: Me dancing to La Vaca because my mom is Mexican Chinese and this song somehow always shows up at parties. The last video is how my cousin caught me taking selfies. *embarrassed*. 🌟 Want more dance videos? 😙 💕 What else would you like to see from me? 🔥 I want to start making audio content like AudioGoneWild so hopefully look forward to that.

2021-10-15 00:50:29 +0000 UTC View Post

Making more BG content tomorrow! Feel free to let me know mo..

Making more BG content tomorrow! Feel free to let me know more of what you like and I will do my best to easily integrate it, free of charge. 🌹 If you buy me a toy, I will make a special video for you where I say your name as I cum using it. 🥰 Same for Lingerie: any lingerie you buy me, I will take a special video and photos with me in it. 🔥 Tips are appreciated and helps motivate me to do more! Will be getting a new laptop soon finally so I want to start streaming once I get it. 💕 Male sexuality is interesting to me mainly because of how much effort men seem to put into it, how much of their life is spent trying to get laid. However, this is why men create, invent, and put so much work into gaining prestige and wealth. This is because men are more expendable to society, we can send them to war and not suffer many losses. However, women are biologically fundamental, bringing life into the world, and all the work that sustains humanity as we know it. Men basically have to demonstrate their worth to society and women. 🌟 If you want to read a book about this: Is There Anything Good About Men?: How Cultures Flourish by Exploiting Men by Roy Baumeister Men and women had to develop different evolutionary strategies to reproduce — men had to take risks and make sacrifices in order to not be reproductive dead-ends while women were better off playing it safe, since they are of course, more of a limited precious resource to any society. Feminism as it currently stands is really unscientifically biased toward disparaging men in an effort to boost women up. It fails to recognize that our differences doesn’t mean one is inherently less valuable than the other but that they serve distinct purposes reminiscent of their evolutionary origins. 💕 Let me know what you think!

2021-10-15 00:33:06 +0000 UTC View Post

I can make a masturbation video for you personally where I s..

I can make a masturbation video for you personally where I say what I want to do to your cock as I cum, as well, as say your name. Feel free to tip $50 and send a dick picture for it. 💕 🌹 Can probably sell used panties as well. Inquire within. 🌟 Normal cock ratings are $20, tip and send picture 💕

2021-10-14 01:36:38 +0000 UTC View Post

Can I be your little bunny girl 💕 🌟 What would you like to ..

Can I be your little bunny girl 💕 🌟 What would you like to see me wear more often? (Feel free to detail specifics in the comment section below). 🔥 Tips are appreciated but by no means mandatory. I try to put in a good amount of what I receive into my OF content ❤️ 🌹 Sexting: my rule now is, tip the amount of effort you want me to put into it, so if you want me to sexy like my life depended on it, sending big tip would be a sure way to accomplish that. This is the best way to charge for sexting that takes into account my own time. 🌸 I know this is silly but I see more people participating in polls and not liking posts, appreciate it if you like my posts too, so I know I’m doing something right; it act as a big boost in motivation 😇 😇 Feel free to write me an endorsement on one of the Onlyfans Review page!

2021-10-13 21:47:45 +0000 UTC View Post

Looks I've experimented with 💕 Looking into getting a toy f..

Looks I've experimented with 💕 Looking into getting a toy from these:! https://www.lovense.com/ If you help me, I can make a personalized video for you of me using it and saying you name as I cum, May let you control it 😘

2021-10-13 19:36:46 +0000 UTC View Post

Some of my games and designs on my walls. What games do you ..

Some of my games and designs on my walls. What games do you enjoy? I also felt like I should share more pictures of my own personal style. Hope that’s alright! I’m sure some of you have certain types of outfits that turn you on, let me know what you enjoy and I can try them on for you. 🥰

2021-10-12 22:05:10 +0000 UTC View Post

Here’s a video of me describing how I do my cock ratings sin..

Here’s a video of me describing how I do my cock ratings since some people have asked about it. I try to be super honest about it and my methodology of assessment. I don’t attempt to hype people up nor will I lie to make someone feel better. If you want to ensure that the video is personalized, I can say your name in the beginning of it but rest assured, my own sense of morality prevents me from scamming people in this way. The fact some OF creators do this is despicable in my eyes and I could never conceive of myself doing that. My cock ratings are $20 but feel free to tip to account for tax. 💕 🌟 Feel free to comment your experience with my ratings if you want to provide a public endorsement.

2021-10-12 21:19:42 +0000 UTC View Post

Hopefully posting video later today or tomorrow! Here’s some..

Hopefully posting video later today or tomorrow! Here’s some thoughts I have on how we should continue to advocate for prisoners rights. I send books to people in prison and they actually read them. I like to believe people shouldn’t be defined by their worst mistake and they are capable of changing and becoming better. Feel free to like all my posts to increase engagement 💕 🌟 In The Murderer Next Door: Why The Mind Is Designed to Kill, David Buss explores the evolutionary origins of the human instinct to murder. From where do these homicidal impulses evolve, and what purpose did they serve our ancestors? In the past, murder was the solution to certain adaptive problems — in the evolutionary arms race, it’s not simply about who survives but who reproduces and allows their genetics to flourish past their lifespan. One psychological adaptation men developed was aggression and jealousy in response to the prospect of infidelity or mate poaching. Violence can act as a deterrent to a potentially unfaithful lover or the sexual advances of a reluctant suitor. Similarly, women too have evolved certain psychological mechanisms to counter male violence such as fear and intuition of a possible threat. An example of this is the fear of strangers. Although this fear may be unfounded as most murders are carried out by an individual known to the victim rather than a complete stranger. Modern society has changed the way we interact with the world and other people, and so we have not quite genetically adapted to these new developments and still maintain much of the same instinctual psychological mechanisms inherited by our ancestors. Every individual is capable of murder, we like to believe that these homicidal feelings are limited only to a “crazy” minority but that is not the case. Most people admitted they would have acted on these murderous impulses if there were no chances of getting caught. In our ancestral environment, there were no court of law abdicating justice and punishments. We have descended from the violent individuals who survived and reproduced at the expense of those unlucky few who became genetic dead-ends. Step fathers have the highest probability of murdering their step children, which makes evolutionary sense if we were to view this in terms of them eliminating another’s offspring in favor of their own. Homicide and homicidal ideation was an evolved psychological adaptation that aided our ancestors’ survival whilst living in a hostile natural environment and socializing among antagonistic neighbors. In reference to human cruelty: calling certain individuals “evil” or “monsters” establishes a moral distance between us and them, “otherizes” them. There’s also a contradiction in this attribution of evil — for a person to be evil, they must be morally culpable, as in they made a decision to do this act and are therefore responsible. However, along with interpreting the criminal in terms of agency, they attribute “evil” to be at the core of their essence, they’re viewed as innately evil, beyond saving. Basically, the individual is both bad because they made a decision by their own free will to do such AND there is evilness inherent in their inner being, and so for this reason, we should not have mercy on them because there’s no use attempting to change someone who is fundamentally wicked. We justify our actions of violence toward punishing these individuals by claiming retribution or self-defense. Moral agency is attributed to this individual YET they ascribe evilness to being part of their nature, as well. As I mentioned before, this is an example of the fundamental attribution bias where our judgments of an individual’s behavior and whether it is characteristic of them is dependent on if we like them or not. People call these individuals evil or a monster in order to avoid their own demons, they prefer the illusion that monsters are other people, not them, never them. They refuse to understand these individuals because it may force them to face these aspects of themselves. Labeling a person as “evil” is basically legitimatizing their dehumanization, thus providing a moral rationality to annihilate it without guilt. People refuse to understand these prisoners’ circumstances because it would provide a rationale for it, which they could then see themselves in and that is what they do anything to avoid, they don’t want to see their own flaws — they just highlight them in others and claim it’s something that affects them, not outstanding citizens like us. They are the monsters, not us humans. I can understand these people because I can understand the same in me. Murder and cruelty are trademarks of humanity, we like to say it’s just monsters that are capable of such things but that is only to give us this false peace of mind. Regular citizens in Nazi Germany committed state sanctioned atrocities, which I’m sure they wouldn’t have called “evil” at the time. Hannah Ardent covered this which she refers to as the “banality of evil”. When Eichmann was placed on trial for the Nazi atrocities, she was shocked by how normal looking he was, there was no demonic horns sticking out, no signs of evilness, just an average guy you would see at a pub or something, “I was struck by the manifest shallowness in the doer [ie Eichmann] which made it impossible to trace the uncontestable evil of his deeds to any deeper level of roots or motives. The deeds were monstrous, but the doer – at least the very effective one now on trial – was quite ordinary, commonplace, and neither demonic nor monstrous”. The question she posed was whether people can commit evil deeds without themselves being evil. Everyone is capable of committing these same evil atrocities, they are in brazen denial to believe otherwise. The fact that they wish for retribution and punishment instead of compassion and rehabilitation demonstrates what type of people they are, they are no better than these “monsters” they condemn. No one is beyond saving or beyond forgiveness. We cannot comprehend what we would have done in their position because we really don’t know. Our judgements are inevitably filtered through the biases of our personal history and so we have no way of truly understanding what we would have done in a hypothetical scenario we project ourselves into. I know there have been many moments in my life where I felt all hope was lost and given the proper resources, I would have been equally capable of atrocious actions. Why is it so hard for people to see certain groups of people as people deserving of the same human rights? Here’s a quotation from another book titled the Anatomy of Evil, “but with aberrant killers, people resist the concept of a shared humanness. That’s because US and THEM is far more comfortable. It is recognizing this sameness that allows us to most accurately predict violence. When we accept that violence is committed by people who look and act like people, we silence the voice of denial, the voicle that whispers ‘this guy doesn’t look like a killer’.” 💕 Just a poll to have a better idea of the demographic here: Which age range are you in?

2021-10-12 16:31:08 +0000 UTC View Post

💕 Where would you take me on a date? 💕 🔥 Hopefully post new..

💕 Where would you take me on a date? 💕 🔥 Hopefully post new video tomorrow or Tuesday. 🥰 🌈 Force me to use my social media: 🌸 Instagram.com/Katarinaishii 🌺 Twitter.com/Katarinaishii 🌟 Tip to show love and appreciation, if you’re in the financial position to do so. ❤️ 🌟My wishlist: https://jointhrone.com/u/katarinaishii

2021-10-12 05:17:44 +0000 UTC View Post

I will be sending an exclusive video to subscribers who rebi..

I will be sending an exclusive video to subscribers who rebill later on today. Please be honest and don’t turn off rebill once received. I hope you’re all having a nice day. Will post more later with some ideas regarding videos and potential customs. How do you feel about auditory content? 🌟 I may have to create some conditions with the sexting now. I apologize but too many people are wanting to sext and I can only do it every so often, and the times I have done it, I haven’t received a tip. I know I said tipping isn’t mandatory but I am putting labor into it whether it be through typing or voice recording at no benefit to myself. I will think of a fair price range for the sexting. Putting a price on it would probably give me greater incentive to get really into it. It won’t be by the minute, there will just be a flat rate for the session. 🌟 GFE or VIP messaging: I don’t like the label Girlfriend Experience but it’s a way to give a more personal experience to subscribers that I feel is important. This can include if desired with no cost: handwritten letters and one book chosen personally from my collection. I already give priority to OF subscribers over followers on other platforms. I do my best to read all the messages and promptly respond but I’m not going to lie, it’s difficult and sometimes overwhelming. This just puts you on a special VIP where you have easier access to me, regular selfies throughout the day and updates if you wish, phone calls, and so forth. 🌟I have a wish list so if you’re feeling generous, feel free to browse: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/6UTP3XC64BHW?ref_=wl_share I will hopefully come up with a nice reward for such kindness. 💕 I am also thinking up ways to do customized videos for you. If you have any ideas, I would love to hear it! ❤️

2021-10-11 16:35:50 +0000 UTC View Post

Some sweet pictures from yours truly. I’m going to start usi..

Some sweet pictures from yours truly. I’m going to start using the list feature more because it gets confusing and I lose track of who I am talking to. If I messaged you today, it was not a mass message! I individually messaged and would like to see what’s up with you. ❤️ What annoys me is that the bad practices of other OF creators cause people to have bad expectations of future creators based on these experiences. Probably why it’s assumed that any message from the OF creator is ppv spam. I will say when it’s a mass dm upfront so you’ll be under no illusions whether it’s personally sent or not. I have over 500 subscribers and I try my best to reach out to everyone. 💕 You do NOT need to feel obligated to tip me. I don’t expect you to tip in exchange for my time. I enjoy chatting with subscribers in general so it’s all by my own free will. Tip only if you want to! I don’t demand it. 🌟 If I decided to go live, would you watch? Which days and times work for you?

2021-10-11 03:29:14 +0000 UTC View Post

I’m glad you guys enjoyed my first JOI! I was kinda nervous ..

I’m glad you guys enjoyed my first JOI! I was kinda nervous because I never did it before but I can definitely make more. Send me requests and recommendations. ❤️ I have BG videos set up for this week! I had a photo shoot yesterday which I posted some of the shots from on the bed. 🌟 Want me to give a cock rating sample video to show you more of how I do it? It’s $20 for a five minute nude video of me detailing your cock on a 1-10 scale. Follow on Twitter and Instagram 🌟 Twitter.com/katarinaishii 🌟 Instagram.com/Katarinaishii You can endorse me on my Reddit pinned post https://www.reddit.com/user/theholyromanempire42/comments/q5ibt9/a_peak_at_my_of_i_started_in_august_have_posted/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf ❤️ 💕 Open to ideas from you all.

2021-10-11 01:11:37 +0000 UTC View Post

This is the first time making a JOI video, let me know what ..

This is the first time making a JOI video, let me know what you think. 💕 🌟 I’m having a lot of fun making these videos so if you have any requests, comment below. I can also rate your cock now: $20 for video rating. 🌸 What kind of videos would you like me to do here for the feed? No custom cost!

2021-10-10 00:28:42 +0000 UTC View Post

If you found me off Reddit, you probably have seen this but ..

If you found me off Reddit, you probably have seen this but for those of you who are new. ❤️ 🌟 After all — one thing I’ve learned from my 30 years of existence is that we don’t know all that much about ourselves, at least not as much as we think. Self-deception is an unfortunate part of the human experience (as it evolved in order to better deceive others), but an aspect of it I accept and in such acceptance, I claim no truths or knowledge of the world and myself — it’s all tentative in my book (except maybe the rules of logic and mathematics). I was a PhD student in philosophy but academia wasn’t for me, so I left with a masters which bestows me no special privileges or career opportunities, just a piece of paper and the ability to say, “yeah, I have a masters in the most useless subject imaginable”. Philosophy is only useless because earlier in history many areas of study were all encompassed under the broad field of philosophy such as the sciences, psychology, etc. Now that we have sectioned ourselves off into numerous specialized fields and sub fields, philosophy has seemingly lost its purpose in modern society, or a purpose that is somewhat profitable, at least. Philosophy work feels like some act of charity that no one appreciates. Sure, other fields answer important questions better than philosophy does but who asks these questions in the first place? I don’t believe myself to be special, unique, particularly intelligent, just the successful product of millions of years of evolution (natural and sexual selection). I try to maintain realism in all areas of my life from what I am capable of or my goals and aspirations. However, this most often leads me to underestimate my own abilities, but I try to remind myself, realism also means being realistic about what you’re good at, not just your limitations. I also decorate my room and can be considered a book hoarder (everyone always asks, but I’ve read a bit less than half of my collection which is pretty good because I own thousands ). 🌟 I think a lot (I studied philosophy, it’s what I basically did but I have nothing to show for it except interesting topics to discuss at dinner). I can pretty much talk about anything, argue on any side of a debate, but I suppose, I think about certain things more than others (as one does). I don’t believe in objective morality in the sense that the concepts of “good” and “evil”on a theistic level have any concrete meaning other than what we have assigned it. However, I do think there are standards for behavior (what we refer to as moral) that we all would agree to be good and bad, regardless of culture. Lately, I was thinking about the evolutionary origins of morality (I pretty much analyze almost every aspect of life through this lens) and a friend took a culturally relativist approach which every (intelligent) philosopher should rightfully wince at the very mention of it. Even if I knew the opinion to be absurd, I still had trouble refuting it which led me to think about morality in terms of the behavior of primates. Our non human ancestors have a system of morality if we think of it as a code of conduct. They can understand the concept of “fairness” hence being ripped off will cause them to be angry. Maybe morality can be reduced to what is evolutionarily advantageous, and as animals develop in intellect, they gain greater capacity to understand morality. I say this because species that are less evolved such as certain breeds of birds will often not act in their best interest (such as by killing their offspring which is maladaptive.) Unfortunately it is difficult to prove morality isn’t a social construct conjured by humans as a method of behavioral regulation and that there is indeed “objective” concepts of morality that exist in the world. As previously stated, I believe that a species’ understanding of morality increases alongside the progress of their evolution — perhaps they coevolved (the development of certain brain functions). I recently read a book that talks about just this titled Primates and Philosophy: How Morality Evolved where Frans de Waal demonstrate precursors to what we would consider “morality”. In Primates and Philosophers, Frans De Waal attempts to analyze the origins of human morality through what we would perceive as moral behavior in our non-human ancestors, chimpanzees and other primates. Evolution is selfish, it causes individuals to take whatever actions that is conducive to their survival and reproduction. 🌟 I value my friends and family; our stimulating intellectual discussions and enriching emotional connections are truly what makes life worth living. There is nothing more than that and the accumulation of knowledge in search of truth. I read a lot whether it be fiction or non-fiction. I view my own ignorance to my advantage because it provides the first step in learning: as Socrates preached in Ancient Athens, admitting you know nothing and from there, you are more receptive to learning (and are that much closer to the truth). I am not sure what I believe about Truth (with a uppercase T), which is the reason I am hesitant about using it. What I do believe firmly is the Truth of mathematics. I don’t know whether I would take a strictly Platonist stance on the subject (there’s also an interesting academic debate that Plato wasn’t a mathematical Platonist after all!), but I do see its Truth as part of objective reality. Mathematics (if we view it as its rules and its structure rather than the mathematical objects it contains), contrary to Kant, is analytic a priori, and there’s nothing you can do to convince me otherwise (except provide a convincing logically grounded argument). There’s no other truth I take as self-evident, not even the fact that I exist or think. I don’t care what a person’s political or religious beliefs are or anything that would lead some to call a person “bad” or “immoral”. All that concerns me is that they are honest and kind (kind to me, at least). I don’t like emotionally charged political discussions because they are usually counter-productive, as most often people make up their mind on an issue by reasons unknown to their conscious psyche, and rationalize later what they believe. Even I am susceptible to being a flawed human being, subject to self-deception, perhaps selfish motives parading itself as altruistic. What I hate most is virtue signaling — I believe being effectively altruistic is more beneficial to the third world, rather than flying to Africa yourself, providing no useful skills but your own presence to make poor African kids feel good for the two weeks you’re there. It’s actually morally despicable if you think about it in terms of the large costs accrued, only to be left with such short term temporary gains. I stated earlier that I don’t judge, but I’ll revise that statement to, “I don’t judge you if you are honest and open about your intentions” which includes virtue-signaling because we all know that the main goal gained from that exercise is social approval and feeling that fuzzy wuzzy feeling of a job well done. 🌟 My favorite books are: - The Brothers Karamazov and the Idiot by Fyodor Dostoevsky - Life: A User’s Manual by Georges Perec - The Magic Mountain and Death in Venice by Thomas Mann - An invitation to a Beheading by Vladimir Nabokov - A Sentimental Education by Gustave Flaubert I’ve read a fair amount in my life. I’ve spent most of my teens to early twenties devouring the classics and basically what you should read if you consider yourself a well-read intellectual. Now, I mainly read non-fiction. The topics I enjoy reading about the most are: behavioral economics because of its elucidation on the link between human psychology and economic decision making. It’s interesting because we like to think that when making decisions, we are completely rational -- that’s at least what economists or what we call “Homo Economicus” would like us to believe. However, the cognitive processes that goes on in these types of decision making are much more complex. A lot of the time, they are the product of u n c o m s c I o u s influences or unsuspecting “nudges” (for the better or worse) that affect how we gather information and which information we deem relevant in making decisions. I read a ton of evolutionary psychology because I like to learn how our behavior and way of thinking evolved. I think evolutionary psychology better explains a lot of the questions Philosophy has brooded over for centuries. I view a lot of philosophical discussions of morality as essentially being akin to vapor of vapors, as the Bible aptly puts it or just words, words, words in the Shakespearean sense. It has very little explanatory power compared to evolutionary psychology and biology. Talk of morality may be interesting when applied to concrete issues such as programming an artificial agent to act morally and what this would entail. What would it take for us to call a machine “autonomous” and if it reaches that point, who would be held culpable if it engaged in immoral behavior? (Autonomy would most likely require unsupervised learning and it is unclear whether the programmers would be at fault if this were the case.) I like reading about history, especially Ancient Rome. My favorite emperor is Julian because he attempted to make Paganism great again (unfortunately, he failed but made an honorable attempt indeed). Feel free to talk to me about what you believe to have caused the fall of the Western empire or how Christianity spread as quickly as it did, or even how similar the United States is to the Roman Empire — and whether we should aptly prepare ourselves for a similar Fate.

2021-10-09 21:50:24 +0000 UTC View Post

Here’s a bunch of sexy gifs for you all. 🥰 And an unsexy to..

Here’s a bunch of sexy gifs for you all. 🥰 And an unsexy topic but one that should be addressed, as the male suicide rate continues to rise. You’ve probably read this on my Reddit page but for those who don’t follow my Reddit, here’s my writing on my personal experience of depression and suicidal thoughts. If you struggle with this too, you may find these thoughts to be relatable. 💕 Here’s a question for you: what steps are you taking to ensure your own emotional and mental well-being? It’s okay to not feel fine, it’s okay to feel worthless, sad, angry, overwhelmed, etc. ❤️ 🌟 What it feels to desire death: I’ve had happy experiences, moments that made me glad to be alive, but those are only moments, tiny slices of time that fade as time continues to reach forward. The immense suffering that is felt by me on a daily basis is unbearable. There are no moments of bliss that makes any of this worth-while. Upon reflecting on my own future, I don’t see anything — pitch blackness. The last couple of days I’ve stayed up late at night remembering (or technically not remembering but waking up with this lack of recollection) how there is no pain when your heart stops — you’re dead u n c o n s c I o u s, within minutes your brain will go along with it and it’s all over. A state of nothingness or lack of consciousness is much better than the feelings of misery and alienation that I am f o r c e d to trudge through. I sometimes feel like I’m trapped in a tall glass tower, seemingly extending into the heavens or whatever is purportedly up there. There’s no escape from this tower of glass. Once in a while someone will throw down a rope, but it’s either too short for me to reach or the rope appears to be long enough for me to finally anticipate escape, but upon my first grasp, it quickly unravels into vapor, as if there was no rope in the first place and it was simply a cruel mirage of the mind. In this glass tower — I can watch the world around me — people going forward in their lives with some feeling of purpose and fulfillment. Feelings that are much too foreign to me because my range of movement is restricted to this glass tower. I can only move within the confines of this space, I can’t go outside of it. All I can do is break out of this tower, with its sharp glass pieces splintering toward me, and I will no longer be trapped. Depression is a mental space, it’s a distorted mirror, it fogs your judgement and perception with smarting pangs of hopelessness. You begin to feel you were never meant to be happy, not even happy, you were simply never meant to be not miserable. I stopped striving for happiness as a goal once I realized how unattainable it was. I feel so much sadness for the implacable burden I am to everyone around me. People may view a suicidal person as selfish but in reality, they view themselves as relieving the world of a burden. The weight of depression progressively becomes heavier, I don’t want to ask for help because the depression is mine, no one else’s. It’s no one’s responsibility to help me. 🌟 I struggle deeply with depression and suicidal thoughts, and wanted to share my writing and personal experience on the subject to let people know they’re not alone and they can talk to me about these feelings if they feel they are too overwhelming of a burden to carry alone. I know suicide and depression is still heavily stigmatized and it’s hard to talk about so I open myself up to this conversation. I’m here for you all 💕

2021-10-09 17:28:01 +0000 UTC View Post

🌟 Feel free to like my posts and interact with me. ❤️ If we’..

🌟 Feel free to like my posts and interact with me. ❤️ If we’ve chatted before, don’t be afraid to message me and talk! I want to know more about the type of content you enjoy so I can make more of it. 🔥 JOI videos are $25, I can personalize them as Fem Dom, Gentle Mommy Dom, etc. Let me know! Happy Saturday. I will try to get back to all who messaged me, so if I haven’t responded, the messages sometimes get mixed up and I don’t see it so message me again. I have over 500 subscribers, so the amount of messages can be overwhelming but have patience with me. 😚 I try to remain responsive no matter what. 🌟 GFE starts at $75 a week. Responsive messaging throughout the day with selfies, phone calls, video chats and more included 💕 🔥 Video Cock Ratings at $20 🌺 For $20, I’ll send you a bundle of professionally photographed feet fetish photos and will continue to send them when I take more. I posted one example picture but there’s a lot of angles and diversity within the selection. 🥰🌹 Tip for customs, requests and, to show love and appreciation for all I do. ❤️ A poll for you all: What made you subscribe to me? What about me caused you to check me out? Feel free to explain more in the comments. Feel free to mention the subreddit you found me on.

2021-10-09 16:09:46 +0000 UTC View Post

Like my cute My Little Pony Corset? 🥰

2021-10-09 01:03:26 +0000 UTC View Post

💕 Here is a personal video from me to you. I wanted to share..

💕 Here is a personal video from me to you. I wanted to share a more intimate aspect of myself. Hope you all don’t mind that 💕 🔥 Posted another fucking video. Let me know what you think. I have many more videos awaiting the queue — they all will be posted throughout the month of October. 🌟 Tip if you like what you see and want to see more. ❤️😙

2021-10-08 20:29:10 +0000 UTC View Post