I'm back in China visiting and someone I know recently found..

I'm back in China visiting and someone I know recently found out what I am doing and at first I couldn't explain it and felt ashamed for a moment. But really I am not. It made me think a little more. I have MORE sex and better relationship with my husband because of orgasm and fun photoshoots together. I get to spend more time with my kids because I don't need a boring job. More exercise and sex means less anxiety! I can learn new skills and practice language. I can express myself and make art! Is it wrong to let people watch me have sex? Even though it makes sense and makes me happier? One thing I learned living in a new country and culture is that people have different ideas of what is right and wrong. And some things we think are wrong are for a good reason. But sometimes the reasons are no longer good because the world changed so much or because the culture is different. We cannot just follow what other people think about what is good or bad because maybe they don't know and didn't really think about it too much.

I can't say for sure what art is and what pornography is. But I don't only do this only for the money. Maybe some younger more beautiful girls do, but I'm too old for that! This is a way to enjoy and learn photography and film making instead of using those same hours away from my home doing some shitty job instead. I know it's porn and that's ok. It's real sex with my partner and not fake, but also I feel like there must be some art mixed in too. And OnlyFans is the only place I know you can do any weird crazy thing with any part of your body and nobody will stop you! Not only that, but you might even get a tip for it! Amazing! I wish I knew about this years ago. I mean I heard about OF but I just thought it was another porn site. It's not really. It's whatever you want it to be without the limitations of porn or the censorship of regular media!

I know my page here is not big and I don't have so many fans. That means that each of you are more important to me. I want to thank all of you for making my life better. You give me a job that I love!

我不能确定什么是艺术，什么是色情。但我这样做不仅仅是为了钱。也许一些更年轻更漂亮的女孩会这样做，但我已经太老了！这是一种享受和学习摄影和电影制作的方式，而不是利用离开家的时间去做一些糟糕的工作。我知道这是色情片，没关系。这是真实的性爱，而不是假的，但我觉得也必须混合一些艺术。 OnlyFans 是我所知道的唯一一个你可以用身体的任何部位做任何奇怪疯狂的事情并且没有人会阻止你的地方！不仅如此，您甚至可能会得到小费！惊人的！我希望我几年前就知道这一点。我的意思是我听说过 OF，但我只是认为这是另一个色情网站。事实并非如此。这就是您想要的任何内容，没有色情内容的限制或常规媒体的审查！

我回到中国访问，我认识的一个人最近发现了我在做什么，起初我无法解释，有一瞬间感到羞愧。但实际上我不是。这让我多想了一点。由于性高潮和有趣的合影，我和丈夫有更多的性生活和更好的关系。我可以花更多的时间陪伴我的孩子，因为我不需要一份无聊的工作。更多的运动和性生活意味着更少的焦虑！我可以学习新技能并练习语言。我可以表达自己并创作艺术！让人们观看我做爱有错吗？即使它有道理并且让我更快乐？我在一个新的国家和文化中生活学到的一件事是，人们对是非有不同的看法。有些我们认为错误的事情是有充分理由的。但有时，这些理由不再是好的，因为世界变化太大，或者文化不同。我们不能仅仅跟随别人对好坏的看法，因为也许他们不知道，也没有真正考虑太多。