Hey guys, I’m going to be honest. I am in a funk right now. ..
Added 2020-09-04 16:19:04 +0000 UTCHey guys, I’m going to be honest. I am in a funk right now. It has nothing to do with lack of want, creativity, or love for my craft, or you guys. I have a family member who is in terminal condition right now, and this on-going thing with my relationship has been a rollercoaster of emotions. I am feeling a bit drained to say the least. Let me just remind you that your support is literally all I have in these times, so your renew being on means more to me than the 15 dollars a month you contribute.. it is literally food on my table and food and supplies for my chickies and doggo who rely on me even when I’m in this state. Some of you have been incredible to me, and going beyond just having your Renew on and I just want to say I’ll be sending you all something special soon. I just love to create and play when I am FEELING it, I never force myself to make content when I don’t want to and/or feel inspired. That is why you can tell there is quality and production value to the content I make, especially featured videos. I have several things on my ideas list that are coming soon.. I just want y’all to know I am not rushing to make them right now because I’m just not feeling very “myself” ... but your continued support means everything to me while I’m healing through this. I know I will likely lose subscribers for being this real right now, but.. they were sociopaths anyways. 😜 Love you guys who are really here and down for me and want me to be at my best. I see you, and like I said, I am going to gift you all something special soon. 💕 I hope this doesn’t make you think less of me. I’m still a horny lil’ slut next door.. I just have feeling too. 🥺🌈
